無言

In fact, I don't know what I am doing.

I just go out from my home.

I cannot control myself shouting at my family but they do not reply me.

Maybe I just want to get the attention from them.

However, I don't know how to say a word.

From my point of view, only family is the true and real.

I can show the real me in front of them.

For friends, I am not sure about it. They are so far from me.

I do not know what they think and what they think about me.

I feel very tired to guess. But i can't stop it.